I have not made an entry in a long time. Life has been busy and full these past months. So much has happened.

What should I write about.
All that I have done
My thoughts
My hopes and dreams
My Questions

I think I will write about what is foremost on my mind today.

I have been exploring the topic of Sexuality within marriage. I have read several articles and visited some sites. Mormon and Christian. I am looking at this from the point of view of my faith and what is right and wrong. Where are the boundries in marriage. I realised recently when talking to madelaine that some things I have not problem withe others do and there are things I am not sure about yet. I also wanted to find some offical statements from leaders that might help me in search.

I have been interested in sexuallity and what is right and wrong for a long time. These are almost two diffrent topics and I have treated them as such over the years, but I am not so sure that they are so seperate. I have bought some books over the years to try and understand what makes my body tick from a sexual point of view (my husband tells me he has been trying to figure that out too). We have had a furfilling sex life and keep learning new things about each other. I am amazed after 22 years we are still learning about each other and probabbly enjoying sex more then we did when we where first married.

Things I am sure about. Sex is a gift from God to be enjoyed by a man and a women who are married to each other. Married to me means completely commited to each other, and who love each other. ( Someone could be leagally married and not fall into this definition) Sex is sacred and God intends us to treat it that way. The world does not and this brings suffering and pain into the world. When ever sex is not treated as sacred pain and suffering follows. When men and women do not stick to there comitments pain follows.