Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Work

I wish I could be a stay at home mom so that I can be there when Joanne gets home. So that I can spend more time with her. each day as I get home late I feel resentful of the time I have lost with her. the time I will never get back. I feel resentful as I sit at work and wade through mountains of paper work and deal with the problems that I face each day. I feel trapped in never ending job. I feel like I am on a merry go round and I want to get off but I don't know how to make it stop.

All this makes me feel miserable. What am I going to do? I feel like I am drowning.
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1 comment:

  1. Erasmus FamilySeptember 8, 2009 at 11:38 AM

    Hang in there! You are an awesome mom! Your life is filled with service! You are an example to me! Heavenly Father will provide the opportunity for you to have your heart's desire when the time is right!

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